..the invisible world of a LONER...

Thursday, May 31, 2007

*On the Net 2*

hmm, i'm web surfing again. actually, this day is scheduled for me to face the computer for hours to clean up. yes, clean up! and i mean, as in delete files i don't need and cancel my accounts sa mga websites na hindi ko mabisita.
one is my multiply, hindi ko ma-update dahil sa friendster. na-adik kase ako sa layouts, lalo na yung overlay and their add-ons. another one is xanga, same reason. at dahil sa sobrang dami ng nasalihan ko, i need to make a list of everything, my usernames, passwords and what e-mail address. i have 2 e-mail adds kase. now i have listed 15 sites, hindi pa kasali ang multiply and xanga doon ha...
at isa pa, pagsasayangan ko ng oras yung photoshop, pag-aaralan ko. hanggang ngayon kase di pa ako marunong. i really wanted to make my own layouts and graphics pero wala pa akong kaalaman pagdating sa photoshop kaya i got lost. *sigh*
i'm bored. rainy season na pero nafi-feel ko pa rin ang summer. masaya ang sikat ng araw dito samin ngayon pero ako hindi. it's just the wind that makes me smile.

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Sunday, May 27, 2007

*Happy 14th Monthsary*

today is May 27, 2007, a Sunday, and our 14th Monthsary! hey, hey, hey! i woke up in the morning and a message from him is saying hello when i checked my phone. we went to church for the mass. of course, i feel a party, celebration but i the smile in my face turned into a frown when i remembered my bestfriend, 'cause my siz and her boyfriend broke up just yesterday. and she needed someone to talk to, a shoulder to cry on. too bad i wasn't there but thank you technology, we were textmates. *sigh* life is so hard...

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Monday, May 21, 2007

*On the Net*

hey, i was not able to update my blog lately cause of 'different activities'... i visited my dentist and of course went shopping. midnight sale kase ng Mart1 nung Saturday and i don't want to miss it! i have purchased 2 tops from Crissa and this friday i will have my own chucks! or the new skechers slip on sneakers.
hmm, it's raining. actually, mukhang bagyo, kumikidlat-kidlat pa tapos ang dilim. asar, wala pang magtext, kung kelan naka-unli pa ako.
hmp, i'll end this entry here, next site naman ako. i'll be posting in Candy.
Ciao!

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Thursday, May 17, 2007

*My Life As A Teacher*

HAAAYNAAKUU! volunteer teacher nga kase ako sa VCS and sobrang nakakaloka! lalo na, first time ko. that was the only time na nagturo ako sa mga bata. andami nila tapos ang kukulit pa! (what do i expect diba?) kelangan kong sumigaw kase there are 3 classes sa isang maliit na space... hehe, ilalim ng punong mangga. kay naman na sana yung pagkamakulit nila kaso meron itong young girl (estudyante ko rin) na sumosobra at maraming reklamo. sumosobra in a way na lahat pinakekealaman, lahat gusto niya kahit sinabing hindi pwede. may color coding kase sa 3 klase: orange - NurseryKindergarten, green - YoungerElementary, yellow - Older/MiddleElementary; aba! gusto ba naman niyang magkaron ng 3 nametag! at tsaka kanina, sabihin ba namang "hmp! lipat nalang ako dun sa orange, lage naman kase akong nawawalan ng upuan dito!"... duh?!?! dapat nga maunawaan niya kase kinda poor sila! and she's only 7 years old, feeling bratt. asar! nakasira siya ng araw. bukas, closing na, sa wakas matatapos na...

rewind... first day was shocking! will you believe me kung sasabihin kong ang mga bata duon hindi pa nakakakita at nakakahawak ng BIBLE?!?!

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Tuesday, May 15, 2007

*Be-Lated*

yeah, of course, 'di kase ako nakapag-blog last few days kaya ngayon lang ako makakabati sa lahat ng mga mommies dyan... Happy Mother's Day!

okay, and then this is it...
Saturday, dito lang sa bahay, nagmukhang timang. senti-senti. kain.nood.tulog.mag-internet. tapos sa hapon nagpunta kami sa school for practice ng CYF for Mother's Sunday kinabukasan. niyametten, 'di nanaman ako nakapanuod ng Let'sGo at AbtUrLuv. then, pasyal kami sa mga department stores sa bayan, foodtrip. yeah, kumain ako ng kumain, ang laki ko nga ngayon eh!
Sunday, Mother's Day (i love you, ma!). punta kami sa church, presentation ng prinaktis kahapon, ano pa? e di kumanta with ate Cza sa gitara.
eleksyon kahapon...wala! gusto ko lang sabihin. i was busy doing the song chart for the VCS kaya 'di ako nakatulong sa pag-ayos ng bahay, ako pa ang nagkalat. before dinner natapos ko rin naman then, it's my turn to prepare the food. pero unfortunately, sumablay ako. habang sumasandok ng pagkain, dumulas yung container sa kamay ko and spill.spill.spill! napasigaw ako kase nakakagulat, wala na akong magawa kaya nilinis ko nalang. tapos, my eyes watered pero ginawa ko patin dapat kong gawin, hinanda ko parin kung pagkain. tumakbo ako sa kwarto pagkatapos, at yun, nagii-iyak na 'ko. ewan ko eh, basta napaiyak nalang ako. then i kept telling myself i'm stupid and sinusuntok ko na yung unan. i dunno.
tapos, kaninang umaga nagpunta kami sa Sagayad Relocation for VCS and volunteer teacher ako. hmm...it went okay naman. daming bata. at ngayon ilang oras ko nanamang kaharap ang computer!

yun lang...

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Thursday, May 10, 2007

*A day in Manila*

My sister woke me up first hour in the morning. Get dressed & fixed things. Then I hopped in the van and located myself in the back corner. I still feel sleepy so I just shut my eyes. We stopped over at a gasoline station for necessities and the trip continued.
DIVISORIA. Oh my! I cannot believe what I just saw! The road was --- (i’m sorry for this! ☺) such a GROSS! Oh yeah, I know there is a wet market pero hindi ba nila malinisan yun?! It’s slippery and I hate the smell! There is so many people!!! However, what I don’t understand is they always look like in a hurry. Pagkabili namin ng mga tela, we had our late breakfast at McDonald’s (oh, I love McDonald’s!). Then we headed for the mall, just a simple little mall at Divisoria. We bought barongs and dresses for our relatives to wear on our grandparents’ wedding anniversary.
CRAME. We went to Crame for my dad’s needs. It rained while we were waiting. Na-bore ako kaya I took pictures using my phone, nagpaka-emo! (hmp! trying hard!) I love it when it rains!
SM NORTH EDSA. We hurried at North Edsa, dun kami magkikita ng aming mga kamag-anak. Assembly place was at Goldilock’s. I first saw Ate Nikki, my 19 years old cousin and the rest of the family. Gosh! I haven’t seen them since I was a baby! They live in Canada and nakikita ko lang sila sa pictures. Hmm, they’re great. Speechless. After the late lunch, nagpunta ako sa National Bookstore to buy an issue of Candy tapos namasyal sa CELINE with my mom and lola. Then, chit-chat with my cousins and bye-bye time. Oh, they have to go! How sad, too little time to bond. Hugs and whispers then we waved goodbye.

By 7pm, biyahe na uli kami pauwi sa La Union. I feel tired but I can’t sleep. I borrowed my sister’s phone and texted my boyfriend. Hehe, wala kasi ako load! Well, anyway, I was imagining he was with me, haha, crazy! When we arrived home, wash face and others then knockout!

This happened last May 8, 2007…

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Monday, May 7, 2007

*What I Want*

...i want to have all these...
...mga LUHO ko!...
...no one can stop me!...

..Candy Magazine
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T3 Magazine
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Apple 5g iPod
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MotoRAZR V3c
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Motorola PEBL
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Skechers Doll Face
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Skechers Kanz-Reaction

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